Posted by NyxAngel at 4:19pm Mar 27 '10You tell me not to think so much
What else is there to do when Iâm trapped inside my head?
You want me to fake that smile
Donât you know how hard that is when you wish you were dead?
If I donât like that thought, just ignore it she says
The dictionary calls that denial.
That may work for you, sweetheart
Youâll have to excuse me, but realityâs more my style.
Donât know, anymore, whatâs real and whatâs not
Dreams and reality merge and collide.
I did it so well for so many years
Now my insanity Iâm failing to hide.
Worthless, useless, and as a person, bad
Angry as hell and no reason left to fight.
Just when I think my heart is barren
I fall in love with a ghost as he flickers out of sight.
Now thereâs simply nothing left
But the pain I leave in my trail.
I hate myself for spreading it to others
This was always supposed to be a private hell.
What else is there to do when Iâm trapped inside my head?
You want me to fake that smile
Donât you know how hard that is when you wish you were dead?
If I donât like that thought, just ignore it she says
The dictionary calls that denial.
That may work for you, sweetheart
Youâll have to excuse me, but realityâs more my style.
Donât know, anymore, whatâs real and whatâs not
Dreams and reality merge and collide.
I did it so well for so many years
Now my insanity Iâm failing to hide.
Worthless, useless, and as a person, bad
Angry as hell and no reason left to fight.
Just when I think my heart is barren
I fall in love with a ghost as he flickers out of sight.
Now thereâs simply nothing left
But the pain I leave in my trail.
I hate myself for spreading it to others
This was always supposed to be a private hell.