Posted by Grassy Tree at 9:38pm Jan 21 '12Genius always matures later, and for that my soul aches. That and who you are when you're young is not the you of your later years. For those two reasons I feel trapped. Maybe it's not age and deepness of my heart that I want to befall on me but a change...a simple change of environment...and life. I can see myself lacking trust in people and having a strong will for being independent...and that scares me because my mother carries those same traits. I've tried, and will keep trying, to find the differences between her and I. I don't want to be just a clone of my family...I need to be something more...