Posted by Kazper at 11:59am Dec 23 '06Ask the question: "How do I become a god?" and you might just get an answer.
I can barely manage to say hello or goodbye. I must be perceived as the biggest ASSHOLE. If there's like, one person and we're in close enough proximity that I don't have to yell or if they look at me so that I can nod, I can usually muster it. I don't know what it is exactly... For sure most of the time it's the fear of no one saying it back and then you feel embarrassed. I went to shake some guy's hand before and he didn't take it. I wanted to chop it off. lol.
Females, who you think are more willing and able to chew you up and spit you out if they get upset because you can't please them, should be avoided. Some females want a guy who can get right down to it (which is fine) but if you ain't that guy- run and hide!
I'm so trapped it's painful.
I think it's a true desire, my desire for a partner. One with whom everything can be shared and done. What would be cool would be to be able to learn things with this partner. Really cool would be to together create our own language. I'd be able to say mushy things then with other people around because then they couldn't understand me. lol. I don't know if I'm able though... I'm too fucked up.
When shit gets real, I get real scared.
It feels like I'm burstin' at the seams sometimes.
"The sun can't shine everyday." but if it's cloudy nearly everyday you should start seeking out some rays.
I don't think that the Jesus story is a made up story, for reasons I can't really, at the moment, articulate but I do think Hinduism may hold many truths.
Perhaps God has a... refined consciousness, as in not a general one like mentioned in Ervin Laszlo's book, and also, maybe, a particular way (God's ways are different from our ways...) Most of us see a fairly general way which encompasses more particular ways but what about those ways that aren't encompassed by our general way? Do we accept those with such ways into our society or do we keep them at bay and sometimes go to war with them...?
I think The Way (that God accepts) is very encompassing and that fundamentalist Christians should not be obeyed. "If you think a things is dirty then it is dirty. If you think a thing is clean then it is clean." Personal ways...
Though, maybe God doesn't need to have a refined consciousness to have a particular way because the particular way is just what's developed over eaons because it works best... (read the book.)
"[Everything will come to pass but your spirit will live forever]" If our spirits refer to our holographic information... (read the book) But, maybe we can create an imprint of ourselves in such a way that we can recreate ourselves in the next universe... If this... train of thought is along the lines of truth then maybe this is why you can't blasphemy the Holy Spirit... you'll fuck up your chances for the... Kingdom to come... (the next universe)
"The only thing that interferes with my learning is my education." Maybe I should just continue to reference... to resonate with the information in the universe...
The thing about doing it another's way is that you have to do it... their way. Are you prepared to do that?
~Shawn Savoie~
~Ottawa, Ontario, Canada~
I can barely manage to say hello or goodbye. I must be perceived as the biggest ASSHOLE. If there's like, one person and we're in close enough proximity that I don't have to yell or if they look at me so that I can nod, I can usually muster it. I don't know what it is exactly... For sure most of the time it's the fear of no one saying it back and then you feel embarrassed. I went to shake some guy's hand before and he didn't take it. I wanted to chop it off. lol.
Females, who you think are more willing and able to chew you up and spit you out if they get upset because you can't please them, should be avoided. Some females want a guy who can get right down to it (which is fine) but if you ain't that guy- run and hide!
I'm so trapped it's painful.
I think it's a true desire, my desire for a partner. One with whom everything can be shared and done. What would be cool would be to be able to learn things with this partner. Really cool would be to together create our own language. I'd be able to say mushy things then with other people around because then they couldn't understand me. lol. I don't know if I'm able though... I'm too fucked up.
When shit gets real, I get real scared.
It feels like I'm burstin' at the seams sometimes.
"The sun can't shine everyday." but if it's cloudy nearly everyday you should start seeking out some rays.
I don't think that the Jesus story is a made up story, for reasons I can't really, at the moment, articulate but I do think Hinduism may hold many truths.
Perhaps God has a... refined consciousness, as in not a general one like mentioned in Ervin Laszlo's book, and also, maybe, a particular way (God's ways are different from our ways...) Most of us see a fairly general way which encompasses more particular ways but what about those ways that aren't encompassed by our general way? Do we accept those with such ways into our society or do we keep them at bay and sometimes go to war with them...?
I think The Way (that God accepts) is very encompassing and that fundamentalist Christians should not be obeyed. "If you think a things is dirty then it is dirty. If you think a thing is clean then it is clean." Personal ways...
Though, maybe God doesn't need to have a refined consciousness to have a particular way because the particular way is just what's developed over eaons because it works best... (read the book.)
"[Everything will come to pass but your spirit will live forever]" If our spirits refer to our holographic information... (read the book) But, maybe we can create an imprint of ourselves in such a way that we can recreate ourselves in the next universe... If this... train of thought is along the lines of truth then maybe this is why you can't blasphemy the Holy Spirit... you'll fuck up your chances for the... Kingdom to come... (the next universe)
"The only thing that interferes with my learning is my education." Maybe I should just continue to reference... to resonate with the information in the universe...
The thing about doing it another's way is that you have to do it... their way. Are you prepared to do that?
~Shawn Savoie~
~Ottawa, Ontario, Canada~
Re: Ruminations. - Kazper