Posted by nibor at 8:33am Aug 21 '09this is just the one who can give me pills and crap but I am still scared i mean I know they are going to send me out for blood test eeeakk. I hate needles. I don't know how it will go i am used to just being shrugged off not really acknowledged. This time though I am not leaving with one of those reactions i won't put up with it this dr is going to actively try to help me out if it kills him.
As well I go to counceling wednesday that will be the tough one I keep my feeling inside and now that i am being given a chace to let them out I think for the first few visits i won't know what to say or maybe I will just curl up in a ball and explode in tears I don't know we will see
wish me luck all this is terrifying to me.
As well I go to counceling wednesday that will be the tough one I keep my feeling inside and now that i am being given a chace to let them out I think for the first few visits i won't know what to say or maybe I will just curl up in a ball and explode in tears I don't know we will see
wish me luck all this is terrifying to me.