Posted by nibor at 11:36am Jul 29 '09which you all know I need due to being f-ed in the head some times. I got there at 3:30 my appointment was a 4 I needed to pick up my kids at 5. Ok so I figured i will be cutting it close but I should be ok that's a entire hour for an appointment. So i waited and I waited which I figured i would have to do any way being early.
I read a few mags and brochures and finally just as I was about to look at my phone to see the time it went off. I have it set for 4:25 due to the fact that I never really go more then a half hour from my kids school and this lets me know I have to leave and go get them soon.
I thought about it and how far away I was i thought about how it didn't look like I was going to see any one any time soon.
I concidered getting some one else to get them but every one else was more then a half hour away. Fuck
So I got up and talked to the lady at the desk i told here I had to go get my kids and could I rescedual. She told me my dr is going to be out till oct.
I thought and replied these are the real words here. " that is ok I am not dr spaciffic as long as they have a license to do so I do not care who looks at my vagina just make it as soon as possible"
So she hands me the little slip with my appointment date ... oct 20th wtf seriously i even wrote down on the paperwork that she looked at that I am having issues with depression, hormones and thoughts of suicide.
Seriously if I had less value for my life I would write a note thanking them and then kill myself.
Fuck these drs around here are shit i just want some one to help me so I can stop being so fucking nuts.
It took me a lot of strength to make that appointment in the first place I hate drs I hate admitting there is some thing wrong with me and now it is worse because now that i am done ignoring it I have to deal with them ignoring it. shit
So don't worry I am still on my path to a better me but it seems there are going to be some bumps/jackasses along the way I am not going to let them stop me and I am not going to give up.
That is the easy way out.
waiting till oct is the easy way out too.
I am going to call around and see who will take me on as a new patient and go from there. All I want is a councilor, some blood test maybe some pills and a less manic me. Is that to much to ask.
I read a few mags and brochures and finally just as I was about to look at my phone to see the time it went off. I have it set for 4:25 due to the fact that I never really go more then a half hour from my kids school and this lets me know I have to leave and go get them soon.
I thought about it and how far away I was i thought about how it didn't look like I was going to see any one any time soon.
I concidered getting some one else to get them but every one else was more then a half hour away. Fuck
So I got up and talked to the lady at the desk i told here I had to go get my kids and could I rescedual. She told me my dr is going to be out till oct.
I thought and replied these are the real words here. " that is ok I am not dr spaciffic as long as they have a license to do so I do not care who looks at my vagina just make it as soon as possible"
So she hands me the little slip with my appointment date ... oct 20th wtf seriously i even wrote down on the paperwork that she looked at that I am having issues with depression, hormones and thoughts of suicide.
Seriously if I had less value for my life I would write a note thanking them and then kill myself.
Fuck these drs around here are shit i just want some one to help me so I can stop being so fucking nuts.
It took me a lot of strength to make that appointment in the first place I hate drs I hate admitting there is some thing wrong with me and now it is worse because now that i am done ignoring it I have to deal with them ignoring it. shit
So don't worry I am still on my path to a better me but it seems there are going to be some bumps/jackasses along the way I am not going to let them stop me and I am not going to give up.
That is the easy way out.
waiting till oct is the easy way out too.
I am going to call around and see who will take me on as a new patient and go from there. All I want is a councilor, some blood test maybe some pills and a less manic me. Is that to much to ask.