Posted by nibor at 11:00am Mar 12 '09That i posted a picture of my tummy on here just to see what would be said about it I never got to the point in the dream where I saw responses. Though i do know for the most part out of kindness I would not get to many of the sort of ewww what the hell is that.
I know I make it out to be worse then it is but it is the biggest thing about my self that I am self conscious about.
I think this is because of my inability to do anything about it. exercise will tighten up the muscle sure but I have been told by several professionals that the skin damage is only repairable by plastic surgery and surgery scares the hell out of me plus i can't afford it.
I even wonder what plastic surgery would leave me with would i have like a tight tummy but a big scar.
I guess it doesn't matter much but it would be nice to know.
Maybe I will get the guts one day to show it but not right now.
I know I make it out to be worse then it is but it is the biggest thing about my self that I am self conscious about.
I think this is because of my inability to do anything about it. exercise will tighten up the muscle sure but I have been told by several professionals that the skin damage is only repairable by plastic surgery and surgery scares the hell out of me plus i can't afford it.
I even wonder what plastic surgery would leave me with would i have like a tight tummy but a big scar.
I guess it doesn't matter much but it would be nice to know.
Maybe I will get the guts one day to show it but not right now.